I am so attached to the wheels of the past that I can't operate the jet of the present to move to the future.
   The wheels gives me mixed feelings. I can't even concentrate on how to move it.
    Will I have to leave that historical wheel for the jet I can't vouch for?
What happens to the wheel while I'm in the jet?
    What if?  What if I leave that historical wheel for the jet and it crashes?
    But the wheel is wrecked and won't stop being static.
     Some of those with me in the wheel are now in the jet. .How come?
     And some were also with me in the wheel but they are neither in the jet nor wheel now.
     I need to find my own jet to know what life in the air feels like.
I need to consult the birds who  leave the land.