I really want to run away,
Run from my Anxiety,
From my fears and worries,
But they keep following me like Egrets follow Cattle.

I want to confront failure,
Send depression packing,
Kick loneliness in the ass,
But they are invisible!

I want to be the best,
The very best, 
That will require being better than the current best,
But worst things keep happening !

I want to skip to the good part,
Remember the bad times without experiencing them,
Merry, merry and merry!
But it's no movie, it's reality!