"Standing at a crossroads,
don't know which path to choose
let me tag along.
Considering it's your race 
you are not alone.
I will stand by you 
would let nobody hurt you"
were your words,
where is your actual stand now ?
I can longer no tell.

Promises made in the dark
are fulfilled at the rise of the horizon
Where is the forever to never separate?
Rejection,pain, heartbreak has eaten deep within.

My bosom used to glimmer with light, the brightness to which was ogled and adore I now detest.

Wishing endlessly to open my eyes 
and set free the pool of salty liquid tickling my balls,
I know, I can hold on no longer
but my strength keeps seeking for light to carry on
giving up is no target of the day,
but now,the source of my strength calls 
my efforts worthless!

Get up, you epitome of weariness
how long shall you be drunk to stupor?
This is a world clothed in sheep furs with dove feathers!
Weeping has to end for your light I want to see bright in your orbit.